Thinking over what has transpired in the past couple weeks- even before my last blog, I think that the best way to sum it up is as a state of transition. Trying to prepare mentally for my temporary move, preparing for a mission trip, and spending two weeks at home with the parents left me in what I call my state of transition. While I thought about organizing this blog on the principle of forgetting and looking forward I thought it would be more beneficial show more about how God has worked in this time of transition.
I was riding with Adam (my fellow hs intern) on our way to our mission trip this past week. We were talking about how unprepared + unfocused we felt. As a staff I think it would be fair to say that we all felt this way for various reasons. For me, May- June was organized by what city I would be in (K-C-K-BC-L-IL) and what I would need to have with me. However it's not the feeling that I want to focus on, but the results.
God wasn't waiting for me to feel ready mentally- He was going to work. It was a wonderful way for Him to show me that His working is not on my ability to comprehend it or even if I am expecting it. Even though I would love to stay in such close fellowship with the Spirit that I am sensitive to when He is working this time, I was just flat out amazed!
I know that I didn't go into too much detail about this experience but I don't think it's needed. Not to make light of the incredible things I was a part of, but what I want to communicate with you is that our current state of whatever emotion does not hinder God. I can't stress that enough!
Currently I am sitting in my bed at my sister's house and listening to Evolve by Bosc (great song). Tomorrow the plan is to head to granpa and grans house and meet the parents there.
My experiences aren't of enough importance to blog about on their own I just hope to pass on an 'eyes open' mentality to my readers so that we will all be more aware of the fullness of God that He extends to us.
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